I can literally feel my heart breaking. My stomach is in knots and feels like a roller coaster. I can’t eat, every time I try, I just feel like puking. My grades are dropping, and I’m cutting again.
I just need a break. A break from myself… and everything.
… just realized its been a year and a month since my big suicide attempt. (17+ pills of different sorts) I’ve made a lot more attempts, but never that big.